Im not sure whats happening but i feel like small things got big why? Whats the big fuss about this small matter. I feel like he is oit to get me just becaise he is auper streas. I feel good that he going throigh all that after all that backstabbing he pit me through. Serves him roght. I may not stand up to figjt back but i sure hv other meana of revenge. So he spoke to my boss. My new crappy boss tat obviously is streaa heraelf and going throuvh depreasion. Who now trying to vent it on me. I deaerve to be happy on this day. I wont let thia effect me. Im just goong to ignore this or jus let it in and out my ears witjout effecting me. Haiz. Life. How interesting it goies around. For me im good coz its just a mattwr of days and ill be out of this horrific place that owes me nothingor vice versa.

Why does he say that?! He said im too over when w bhd. He ask me why im like go all out when its my family compared to his. Tried to reason this rational that im always lonely w his in laws. Whereas my own family ive got my siss n my mum. We are mostly girls here. He said its unfair that he us going all out with my family. Hes got hm and can still talk n joke ard my two sis. Its obviously more livelier here. Over there i can talk to his brother. He doesn't seem like it. Coz everytime it happens we argue. Somemore he can say got his mum? Just one. Versus there when he's over here. He also imply that i leave q out when theres bhd. I always get him close to q wat. She w me wat. Im so hurt when he implys all this. Its not fair.  No point sulking over this too. Coz i wan him to be honest. Just disappointed he thinks nu lebihkan my own family. When all this time mostly its about his family tapi nu ikut jer no complains. Ni satu jer a dah judge mcm2