Unfriendly Unapproachable

This is to remind me how my unfriendly and unapproachable nature deters people from socializing with me. What more to give a good feedback about me if being asked by the higher ups. I know i dont share what i do with people so i can only on what other people see. There's honestly too little to see esp if my work is usually in the classroom itself rather then in the staffroom. Im not to market myself to have others know what i do. I just cant be bothered to do that kind of thing. I know i need to step up and changeno matter how uncomfortable that makes me. I know nk does market himself from the way he talks very well! Some feedback i think people might say about me. Ohh she very quiet, oh she doesn't share strategies, what does she do anyway i dont really know her job scope, she always kept to herself one. I hate that. I know right now i barely care because of my 9 months pregnancy. But i hope to list or prep myself for the time ill be back! 8 months is a long time but i hope it helps brace myself up.
1. Empty talk to strangers
2. Ask to know more about them
3. Share every after ics and social skills class
4. Share closest counterparts that will gv feedback about u to the higher up.

For some reason, im afraid to talk to some people who are more prettier. I find it intimidating. Its different when they break the ice first. I find it so much easier to ignore or pretend nothing is happening. Is this what they call sombong? I know initially i told myself to try to be friendly to all since everyone is new and starts with a clean slate.  But since im back i find that hard. Maybe the perception that everyone has thier own clicks? Or just me being too self conscious. I know im going off again. But when i come back i hope i will be able to change my ways to be more approachable and frindly. Hopefully