How will I survive last 6 months?

It's been awhile since I last blogged. I've been going through a tough depressing time last few weeks or so. It's been tough going through open posting exercise. A mixed roller coaster ride of emotions. Ups and downs.  Really crazy! Well to sum up, I've done so many things to try my luck to get out of this hell hole, including applying for other jobs and applying for transfer as well as increase chances to conceive so to extend my nopayleave and eventually get out. As u see, I'm very desperate. I'm going all out to help change my environment to manage my depression better. So alas, I've been shortlisted for interviewes to transfer school and was offered a job there. The only problem is, release date will only be 6 months later!! Freaking 6 months!! Sigh what am I going to do to survive this depression. Honestly I don't know. But I do know it's going to be tough. It appears there's new programs and processes to do in 2016. Sigh... And the reason I'm out is because I hated dealing with processes, I prefer pupil focus, like teaching and strategy based. Gosh I keep asking myself, should I do the bare minimum? Or should I go all out and be worn-out again? While I was reading articles online, the later would be better. But having much thought about it, will I be appreciated?  All these years my hardworking was not appreciated and identified. It's always been him. And his work who defines it all. Never mine. So even if I do all out? And later be criticised when I'm gone. Is it all worth it? Because he is narcissism and he would do that. No matter how my boss is quite aware of that. It's weird that the trainee brought this up to my boss, but my boss never really checked on me if it was true as I was the mentor. Well enough about all this. I just want to look forward into the future. As I know the change of environmen will surely help my depression. Let's take one day at a time shall we. No need to prove anything to anyone.