For some reason, im afraid to talk to some people who are more prettier. I find it intimidating. Its different when they break the ice first. I find it so much easier to ignore or pretend nothing is happening. Is this what they call sombong? I know initially i told myself to try to be friendly to all since everyone is new and starts with a clean slate.  But since im back i find that hard. Maybe the perception that everyone has thier own clicks? Or just me being too self conscious. I know im going off again. But when i come back i hope i will be able to change my ways to be more approachable and frindly. Hopefully