Its been awhile since i last blogged. I guese ive been too preoccupied about being pregnant. Alhamdulillah. Long story short, its unplanned unexpected and came as a surprise to me because i was going through alot of stress during this handover period before my new posting. Yup things are killing me softly, im pretty anti social and hv trust issues as i felt he spread aome nasty things about me, and trying to prove that he is always better off then me. What happen to all that bullshit he promised. Don worry i help you when its about people skills. I shared w him all of the school's faults and stuff. End up u stab me at the back and used them as ur advantage. Going to big bossess everytime theres a small problem. Making small things mattered so big and the next update was like aolved to easily. Always covering up ur words to appear that u got the upper hand. Bullshit. This is the silent treatment u get from me. Coz i know thats ur weakness. Im not going to handhold u and guide u through this transition. U are going to go learnthe ropes by urselfs. Dont count on me on saving ur ass coz u take all credit anyways. After ive pushed u all my task. Im bidding u farewell and good luck. And wait for karma to hit itself. And waiting for the day where u quit. Coz i kind know what kind of person u are. Always taking advantage of others. I know coz im not the only victim. My mentee. Teachers. Its all slowly spreading without me saying anything. Its all ur actions.

Anyway my purpose of writting this is not to vent. I just feeling a little depressed and looking for some happiness . I know it doesn't help to be stress while pregnant. I also needed to lose weight and eat better. I will start with changing my routine to more solat for movements. And sandwich concepts for dinner. Packing healthy breakfast. And an exception of heavier meals for lunch. Fingers crossed hope this works  today is day 2