I had such an enlightening dream last night. How nice if it were true. When i first woke up i thought it was friday. I knew something was good, then i realises it was the dream i had. I dream of my future sch. And vp was in it. Ohh she was so nice. Weird that earlier the vp in my current sch talk to my sn boy and talk to me about what what they talked. Is allah trying to show me something? Is it the unmotivated demeanour im hving last few days? Its true its been such a drag. I feel really unbelonged. I think i forced it upon myself not to socialize. Its like im punishing this school that i have suffered so much damage from. But actually im punishing myself. I got to stop all this. Cannot wait for something nice to happen. I have to look for it. I deserve to be happy here. I should build bridges not burn them. Who knows theres people who wants to ship over. Its all about making connections. But i hate it when i have to answer why im transferring. It could have been better here but im not happy. I couldn't say that of course. Of course they don understand the make-up behind it. I wish i had someone else to share this pain and make things easier for me to transit happily or sadly whichever makes sense.