Monday, January 11, 2016

Yesterday was history. I need to stop. I need to stop setting expectations of myself. U are leaving for goodness sake. Stop trying to set urself better then him. No matter what you do you are not needed here. Feedback will all be negative. So stop trying to convince otherwise. You are not his mentor. He is his own mentor. You are not his boss. He is his own boss. You dont hv credentials. He has all the credentials. So where does that leave u? Beating urself up and setting new expectations of urself wont help. Its not worth it. He is not worth it. This school is not worth it. Just do what you are told. No need to be so proactive. Don't even try. Remember to do transition.  How to? With him being his own boss. He is just pushing things around. I should be doing the minimum. He should learn from me. But felt that he is pushing delaying not serious. End up i know im going to get bad feedback anyway. Its not just him i can convince. Its my direct ro? But she's biased herself. So who does that leave me? Her? Can try. But im not her responsibility.

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