I realised that I could talk better if I assume that there's no people behind me and they are busy therefore little attention given. I'm surprised I could be myself and share wisdom like I'm supposed to. Usually I'm super shy plus the anxiety and worried about other people are thinking about me, maybe criticising and being judgmental. I wish I don't need to care about what people think of me. But how do people who are care-less even do it. They make a fool and they don't feel anything?  Not a wee bit regret? I'm forever worried about that. Here's to poor social skills. Poor anxiety coping skills.