Boot-licker...

I always wondered what he has that makes others amused. Loud, matter of fact way of talking that made him sound knowledgable. But is he? Always critical and judgemental, always has the final say. Unsecure? Ends most conversations with humour and having them laugh their heads off, or some matter-of-fact research findings. Attention seeking? It's working I guese, everyone adores him. But on the hand, there are people who work with him, finds he is not at all fantastic. Yet he still gets away with what he hates doing and covers them
 up quietly. He gets support from boss and big boss. They would just laugh it out together. It's so different if the same where to happen to me. Why is he getting the special treatment?

After learning that he is a manupulative spoilt brat, I began to doubt him and distrust him. He pushes jobs that he dislikes  to me. He gets critical when found that he is not doing his part as a team. Not a team player? It would usually blow up into an argument. Following that, he would try to get back to me by finding my loopholes and bitching about it to everyone else. With everyday it goes worst. It had me thinking if it's worth it staying on? Will his disgust only be revealed if I quit, and he has to take over all the jobs he pushed away before.

Being here like forever gives me the advantage of being well networked. I found out from his old friends about his personality, his working style, his regression, and why he reacts that way. Not surprisingly, his old friends shared similar experiences I was having. It was the same manupulative brat, creating panic, and task avoidance. Who knew? Nobody else except me. Me, I'm the one being his scapegoat, he is the one reaping all the rewards!

As a mentor I felt that he was disrespectful, and rude. But what can I do if he is in their good books and forever getting back at me. Its stressful to be watched upon and blamed  upon all the time. I admit my direct boss is not very supportive even before he came into the picture. Many a times, I have to find my own way to getting help without her knowledge. I also know she and her somehow don't get along too. The other her has a good intention for special needs. Because we had the same passion, it's much easier
Her faults are also pushed to me. So you can guess what sort of a boss is she.

I have came to a desicion to quit because I see no purpose in serving in this school anymore. I'll move on to what and where it makes me more happier Insyallah.