Long weekend blues...

Dreaded work after the long weekend holidays. Reminded me of how I hated here and how difficult it is to quit or transfer. Heard horror stories like how some almost of a successful transfer got declined just because of a fake review. Hoping and praying the same will not happen to me. I know how it feels to be souless like a zombie working, no feelings of happiness.  I've had that forever. Hopefully the time for change will come soon. Always will try to look forward and find what to look out for that makes me happy. For today. It's my time at the gym. And later this weekend it's couple weekend with my dear love.