It's strange that sleeping would make me feel bad about myself. Like I felt wasted. I have plan to gym later, end up sleeping and overshot the time. Poof super late! Cancelled my gym
gym Instead of sleeping I could have done better things like looking for my lost certificate or go library and do reading. Is this how u spend ur me time? Sleeping? So disappointed in myself.
I wish I'm pregnant. I kept reminding myself Allah has it all planned out. That maybe now is not a good time. I'm kinda sick of this waiting game. What plan? Is it career? Am I suppose to do something?
When I feel down I really feel down. I'm just so bored of my life. My job is draining me dry. I hate it. I wish it's as easy as quiting and staying at home. But it's not that easy. I would regret in future if I do that. It's waiting is all I can do. Argh. Soon stressful!
People say Work to Live not Live to Work. No wonder it has been depressing. So dedicated for work but no perks. Forget it! Wasn't even entitled to the pay raise. Because of my grade. My grade is stagnant because my school don gv me opportunities to succeed. Even if I show I do. It's usually not recognised. I need to get out of here badly!
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