Narcissism?

I think part of my depression would be my lack of social skills. I always thought I've got autism or something because I seem not normal when to do with social situations. But this post is going not going to be about that. Having to be an observer to a severe narcissus at work makes me reflect of my lack of social skills. Makes me wonder if I should change my ways when I start my new employment one day. Like having to open up and always be the first to start a conversation. Sharing and find out more. Of coz be more knowledgable in current affairs to know what to talk. To think of ways to break the anxiety, break the ice. Also makes me wonder what is it that makes him different from me that everyone seem to like him better. Like knowing other people's business, and offering them help, even though it is not your area of work. Like taking charge of things even though you are not supposed to take charge. Like making it super obvious to people higher that he found out a fault or a discovery and boost about it. The minus of things is that he tend to manipulate same ranking colleagues and have their actions in deep soup by the higher people. That is something I will not learn from him. Idiot fallen for it once, will not let it happen again. He did it again though, but I'm smarter not to be bothered by this kind of nasissus. Please let this new employment be soon. I can't stand it here.